executive free comedy is the only kind of comedy you need

i had an amazing dream last night.
i also wrote an amazing outline for my next play yesterday.
i am starting the play as soon as i post this.
i am having a great time at this place, this point in time, that i have shunned all my worries aside and found happieness.

indeed. i find myself thinking of money as a secondary thought.

now unlike most of you i lack most of the same bills, but don't count me as a freeloader. i think i just use much of the same reasources.
my weekly paycheck is between 120 - 140 dollars for sitting on my butt during the weekend.
let's see where i spend that amount.
i buy my own lunches and dinner during the week. we will say roughly $50.
i buy my own gas. we will say roughly $20 on a good week. my car is kind to me.
i think i will start paying rent at my aunt and uncles house: $40 per month. roughly $10 per week.
i don't have a cell-phone. i don't have car payments. $0 per week.
i'll save $10 in savings every week.
this gives me $50 per week to spend on crap.

oh goody!

What is today? the 15th? sure.

I realized (i'm sorry to admit and wondering why i haven't realized it sooner) that i haven't let anyone read my newest draft of REDRUM AND ALCOHOL.
and yes, i know some of you are thinking, "He STILL hasn't finished that?" the answer is yes, i don't think i ever will. i'll stop writing it sure, but i'll never finish it.

i am having a cold-reading for the play on Dec 5th. that is where i'll find out if its still funny. i read it over just yesterday and only smiled at two lines. rest assured i know the other lines are funny, just not to me. hopefully it will be my last attempt for a re-write. i know it will be my last look for corrections before i send it to the National Youth Playwriting Competition.

if you wish to read it i'll be glad to let you read a copy. if you read the first draft before, don't worry: the entire 2nd/3rd acts are completely different, and the names of the charcters have changed save three of the first names.

no matter what happens when i send it out before Jan. 1st. i'll know two things. i'm proud of what i have done, and time to start finishing up my new ideas.

-gordy

P.S. if you didn't know, my life is going slightly well with the exception that i am going insane.

"El Katook crawled another three feet, blood spraying from his neck in a high-tension jet, before he realized he was dead and collasped."
-Stephen King's IT pg 853

i'm betting it discribes about 80 people dying (in different ways) in this book.
really interesting.

damn clowns...

well i finished redrum and alcohol. i am having a cold-reading for it in a couple of weeks. so at the moment there's nothing i can do for it.

so i decided to restart my musical that i was writing a while back. i think four months ago. i left it to devote most of my time on R&A. i'm reading it over right now and it looks potentially good. the characters are funny and the plot seems original. writing lyrics without music is infuriating though. though i'll persist.

what else:
-i'm training to be Mr. Voice at NCT.
-i have 110% in MATH 120, ranked #1
-studying playwrighting constantly
-i had an awesome dream last night; i'll just say there were talking, hat, wearing alligators that answered questions at this shrine if you gave the right sacrifice.

Comment and I'll give you a letter and you have to find five songs that start with that letter and post them to your journal.

foxsiren i think intented to give me a D.

Dream On - Aerosmith
Don't Ask Me Why - Billy Joel
Don't Stop Me Now - Queen
Dusk & Summer - Dashboard Confessional
Dentist - Little Shop of Horrors

i had to look at my billy joel cds.

in all my life i have never seen such power. this young soul raged over the kingdom, fighting evil to protect his love. though the townspeople agreed he was a savior to them all, the boy's courage was not for them. his love for the young princess grew every day, and the battles of heart and mind could only gain him victory. however one day a great sorceror came to the kingdom where the boy slept. the sorceror, both wise and humble told the boy to leave his love and find it elsewhere. the boy refused to leave for his love rang strong. the sorceror begged the boy, but in the end the boy threatend the sorceror that if he persisted the sorceror would surely fall by his sword. at this the sorceror left the kingdom with one final request: that the boy watchy his love closely for betrayle. years later the boy had married the princess and they gained power over the whole kingdom. the boy though doubtful of the sorceror's words, remembered them. late one night the now king asked his queen if she would ever betray him. she only answered, "i love you, this is enough." the king found this unsettling and continued to ask the question every night only to get the same answer, "i love you, this is enough." after the twelth night and twelth time, the queen gave a different answer which shocked the king. "i already have," she said. "i did not marry you for love." he asked why she married him. "the sorceror told me to"

okay here's my schedule at the "Big G"

ENGL 110R TTH 7:30-9:15
ENGL 110 TTH 9:30-1045
PDC 130 T 11:00-11:50
HIST 122 TTH 12:30-13:45

THTR 110 MW 11:00-12:15
MATH 120 MW 1:30-2:45

yeah i have 16 unit schedule....
i'm pretty much an idiot, but
an idiot who's transfering to UCSD!
oh and please don't stalk me.

each time i look at the stars i see little white lights;
i was called the hamburglar fifteen times today;
the complete illustrated shakespheare;
i covered one of four walls in my room;
my new name is "plays with squirrels";
i have three mattresses on my bed;
lying is much too easy to be wrong;
i'm busy looking for ones not busy.

i'm gradumacating!
take that, space coyote!

WE'RE FUNNY

Fun is a hard word

the harmony was fun
now it's complicated
the fun, nonetheless there
and maybe the problem
was always there, (touché)
but now the fun is hard.

we both know its coming
truth has to come sometimes
the more we wait to try
the harder it will be
nonetheless...nonetheless
we are going to try.

We is a fun word

= = = = = =

Did i just write a poem?
I guess i'm writing poems again...

first little shop show tonight.
it was easy. it was fun. it was tiring.
saw a good friend. YAH!

i love my secret pal! they made everything great for gordy.

a great day.

About swimming:
It is one of the only things that we use to rehabilitate us and keep us from drowning. And we can usually tell which use we are participating in by the clothes we are wearing.

If we're fully clothed we are usually swimming for survival.
If we're half-clothed we are usually swimming for fun.
And if we are naked... well, that is a judgment call.

I have realized this week that I very much fail at lying. On the other hand, I very much rule at keeping the whole truth a secret. So...

If you wish to know my secrets, you'll probably find them out.
If you wish to know other's secrets, you'll probably not find out.
And if you wish to know how to keep secrets, experience the rage of having others tell yours.

if you ever want a free hotdog, come to escondido.
its a very boring job.

poker on friday

i was asked if i was "high" today about five times.

my dreams have become even more intense. every night now amd even during naps.

fake flowers still smell nice.

active member show rehearsal today (senior show)

hopefully salsa dancing tomorrow.

much much writing to finish.

i need an ending for the musical.

i broke down my writer's block
and wrote five pages
but for some reason my floppy disk isn't working
and i can't locate the file of
twenty-five pages....

i smiled today. fuck if you care.

there are very few people in this world that will let people listen to their own inner most thoughts.
















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